mannnnnnn, today has been a helluhh good day.

can`t get Brock off my mind. even though i`m reallyy crushinn’ on Jeff Emgeee? jesusss. even when amy made me that notee. it talks about how me&&Brock might be perfect for eachother? see, this is why i didn`t wanna get attached. because the second you get attached; you get hurt. & i was doinn’ so well. & now it`s all over. you are ignoring me, & it was a week yesterday since we talked? that`s a w e s o m e. nottt. god; you were the sweetest; cutest; most amazing guy i have ever met. & now it`s all over? & i didn`t do anything wrong.. 

but cool Brock; if that`s really how yaa’ feel; then awesomeeeeee. sorry that for you i actually tried talkinn’ my mom into letting me stay here. & for you, i actually cared. i totally stopped even thinking about relationships. & now; you`re all that`s on my mind. & well; kinda Jeff. but i`d choose you in a heart beat. 

but thanks for showing me your true colors; i always stuck up for you; i was always there. but now; i`m out.. i guess. 

deuces.